Wow it was Valentino's day today.  Anywho, back to the world of the singles, which seems to be where I will be spending most of my time.    I have been busy as usually, but I am learning how to speak french yayayayaayyay!!!!!!  So I am going to attempt to write more song lyrics as an attempt to make my own Valentine's day.

The world is an empty place without you

an empty space with a huge void

this void grows slightly bigger when I am angry or sad

but luckily it grows smaller with all the friends I've had

I suppose I am not trying to be mushy

and I really hope I don't come across as gushy

but somewhere I'll find someone, someday.

The end

Just hold me...

Like a constant in an everchanging world...

I need the security...

Is there anyone out there?

My constant, my soulmate,

Where are you my love?

I'm waiting...

I don't know where that came from, just decided to write it down, maybe I'll make it into a song, like the fate note in Symphony #5 of Tchaikovsky, I don't think I spelled that correctly, and I'm pretty sure its the fifth, although it could be the fourth or sixth, those are the ones we are studying right now.  Poor Tchai...  he was a very sad depressed man.  He wrote some of the most amazing music.  Very meaningful, it gives me chills so many times over, it hits everybody that listens to it really hard.  Especially when you look at the score, its just incredible, how complex it is.  The fate symphony is one of the most meaningful how music can completely impact one's life.  Amazing. 

WOWIE  its been a while since I have written anything happy, I must warn you actually I feel compelled to tell you that the following message is rated pg 13  LOL  

JASON MRAZ rocks my socks off.  LIKE seriously folks, he is the sexiest man on this very planet and I got to hear him sing like the sweet sweet piece of man that he is.  IN person, unfortunately I wasn't as close as I wanted to be but there's always next time.  I am going to every concert of his that comes my way.  He is so damn hot, I was in freakin musical oblivion or orgasm or so,e other word like that the whole time.  YES   for hot male singer who sing about girls,  YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and YEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW....

That was way wicked awesome, I could totally bear his children, I am officailly a JASON MRAZ FREAKAZOIDAL MANIAC  this evening after that amazing concert of extremely sexy singin, not to mention that he is awesome at the robot, yes my dear friends the robot.  Oh yeah baby shake that thing robot style.  BEEP BEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  He's coming through ladies and gentleman the sex symbol of this generation.  JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAsssssssssssssssssson

MRAZ  Mister Arizona  EVERY body.  So anywho  you can all tell that I had major amounts of fun at the concert.  Yes indeedy. Maybe I'll look into being a pop star.......  or maybe not......  LOL  well I am so wired I could probably fullfill my new ambition of bearing Jason Mraz's Children whoops did I actually type that?   LOL  Of course I did,  indeedy so right now I am off to find many wonderful pics of him who is amazing.

LOVE YA"LL

ABBYSTERMANIACOTASIACRAZYWOMANINASNE MRAZFREAKYDEAKYBABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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OH MY GOD I AM VERY VERY VERY PEEVED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I JUST CHECKED MY GRADES AND I GOT A C IN PIANO  ABIGAIL KIMBALL THE FAMOUS GOOD GRADE GETTING GIRL GOT A F*CKING "C" AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH     BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID BITCH LOSER WHO GRADED MY SCALES LIKE A BITCH.  SHE INTIMIDATES THE CRAP OUT OF YOU AND MARKED ME OFF LIKE 5 POINTS FOR PLAYING THE SCALE WITH THE WRONG FINGERING WHEN ANY OTHER TEACHER WOULD HAVE GIVEN ME LOTS OF POINTS.  OH GREAT SO NOW MY PARENTS ARE GONNA KILL ME, THAT IS MY FIRST "C' IN COLLEGE IN F*CKING PIANO  I HATE THAT CLASS..............................   ZHEDECKLICK CAN LICK MY BROWN LUMPY POOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AND SHE LOOKS LIKE A BIG UGLY POOP TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  GOD I HATE THAT WOMAN.  I BETTER GET A B IN THEORY OR SOMETHING IN MY HEAD WILL COME LOOSE, I AM _______NEVER_______  EVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVEREVERER GETTING ANOTHER C AGAIN.  GOOD TIHNG ITS ONLY ONE CCREDIT. BUT AS I SAID I BETTER GET A B IN THEORY.  I AM PROBABLY GONNA GET KICKED OFF THE DEAN'S LIST NOW, FUCKING A.  OH WELL  enough ranting but I am still pissed.  I HATE that woman. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr  that makes me so mad I cant even stand it.  I dont know how I am gonna sleep now, I am so pissed.  and tired and I have to work all of my fucking vacation.  Abby is not happy right now..................... 3pm to 11pm on not much sleep isn't fun when the rest of everyone you know is sleeping.  Wow I was in a good mood until I read that damn site, now I am pissed, completely devoid of control.  ok well I best try to sleep so tired and now aggravated.  The end.

Love,

Abby

p.s. sorry about the swearing, my dearest friends but when I practice and sit through and go to this stupid class for 8 in the morning it really ticks me off when i get up before the sun to schlep my ass to this piece of my teacher zhedicklicker's ass's class every morning i get a little angry. 

p.p.s. very bitter towards people who think majoring in music is easy..............................................................